wowow

before making this blog, the author sat on the porch outside the computer shop sending up a fag. he saw a girl beside him undressing her pants and slowly a yellowish liquid dripped under the girl. dropping her jaw, she saw the author.. reaching for the smoke in awe. she is not a chick nor a fool. she's a two-year old girl.

awe is the beginning of philosophy. that is why if toddlers were reasonable enough, they could have been the greatest philosophers in the 3rd planet called earth. why? because they are always amazed of the things around them. how many people are amazed when it rains? all of the students maybe coz classes are postponed. but who would give a damn in reflecting how wonderful is the rain. tiny droplets one-by-one drop to the earth in a synchronize movement.. that out from the atmosphere water could be made. from these, one could doubt why the does not the rain come down in a big splash instead of tiny droplets? why does it taste like the tap water.. not coke?

as men grow old, awe is brainwashed from their minds. why? because one is afraid to look into the mysteries of life itself.

one says that awe is just for kids.

now, think again. awe will lead one to authentic living.

Transporter

i watched Transporter 1 to 3 lately.

for those who dont know the movie. the movie goes like this.. monsieur frank(jason statham) was a retired military general. he was literally tired of working for his country because the people whom he served turned out to be the bad guys. because of that he became a transporter. a medium for bad guys to transport their "packages."

what i am trying to point out here is that frank lives his life by rules. whenever he broke those rules.. he becomes involved in the crime. eventually, he solves the crime by using the same rules.

i will never forget the wisdom of the seminary fathers taught to us like a prayer. "keep the rules and the rules will keep you." true enough. not only in the seminary but to the whole world respectively.

what is the law of life? simple.. do good; detest what is evil.

the reason why people do what is evil is that it gives one a short-time happiness, fulfillment, and joy; And the reason why people dont do what is right is that people dont give them the reason to do so.

i have never thought of writing the above pharagraph.. but it came out of my head like a mushroom. dont worry, i will ponder upon it more. hahaha. pasensya na lang.

the world is just amazing

im gonna make this blog in respect to the world. actually i missed blogging so much. thoughts are teeming in my head but laziness take them away. that is why i am left with these thoughts but they are good.(i think so.)

now i am in a computer shop paying 10 pesos for the half hour of blogging. i could have never imaged myself spending 10(amount equal to 5 sticks) just to blog. i am running out of money by the way. SHIT! im putting too many "I" here. i hate it.

from the past days i have been drinking hard and inhaling hard too. i just love these combination. i leave our house at 4 and sleep wherever my feet would lead me. i wake up at 5am and go to our house. the ride to our house is terrific. it is fucking awesome. believe me.

the world is just AMAZING!

why? gazillions of people live today and people meet another exactly unknown to him/her. the cars, how do they work? the internet? the letters from my mind are now written to the net now being read by you! the alcohol? who made it.. how did the maker find out how it benefited humankind. the cigar? the fag that it produces simply make things wonderful.. the sunlight from heaven.. the stars.. the music made by inspired people.. the people laughing.. the dogs barking..

i just cant put into words how it is damn good.. and people only need to realize the fact that we are made in the image and likeness of God. we are God's sons and daughters! oh come on, live that identity.. be good! (even the cockroaches can do good.. it was the cause of Baygon Corp.)

"ok two minutes na lang po.."

shit asa mood pa naman ako mag blog..

:)